is this really me?

im talking bout me here...
i know im not pretty interesting for you guys
but,
i just want to share something that mean alot
for me...

i used be a this stubborn, pathetic, stupid
and complicated gurl...
but one person changed me differently
in a good way.
i owe this person alot...
he used to hurt me before,
he left,
but the moment he left me
i finally got into my senses and realized
how bad i am as a person before.

everything in me changes the very moment
he left.
i was hurt but i was very much thankful
to him for doing it to me.
somehow hurting someone is not a bad
thing to do.

it's helping u, to keep u more stronger
more confident to be alone,
give u enough courage that u need.

because all the courage that i gained,
i never gave up on my hopes for us.
i know someday, time will tell
and time will come for us.

and i was right. he did came back for good.
and there some tears of joy falling on my cheek.
i was really touched that moment...
everything happened for a reason and purposed
that i didn't imagine how things will go.

so far... it's going great...
and everything from the past went well...

you know who you are...
the one who changed my life forever...
I will love you forever for that too...