day dreamin..

sometimes i wonder how does it feel to be a mother...
i really don't have any idea about it, but time will come that i will be one.
I just hope that everything will turn out right as i expected to be.
When I hear my bf introducing me as his fiance it feels like im in heaven.
I mean not so many guys do it right?
saying it to everybody, u must have gathered all ur guts for that...
and Im happy for doing that for me.
sometimes when he does that to his friends i feel like uncomfortable but proud of him...
last time he introduced me with his friends at work i was like "hehehe :)"
got nothing else to say that moment, but honestly I was so happy...

are you really for me?
that word keeps popping out from my head and i asked that to myself
over and over and over again...
i don't get tired of thinking bout it coz i am happy with him and it's my happiness
we're talking about if i get to spend all my life with him...

so if really he is for me, then i guess i am a very lucky girl in the world.
and when we get married of course i will become a mother of his child/children...
wow that would be so wonderful...

ehehe another day dream...
i hope this'll all come true...